Saturday, August 9, 2014
Bookworms
My friend, Kristen and I visited a giant book clearance sale last month. The sale was a big deal and hosted it in only a few states every year. I was so ecstatic that they picked Ohio.
"Oh my gosh!! Chloe, will you look at this?!" Kristen almost screamed.
I was standing right behind her, reading the back of a book. The tittle of the book was "Article 5". But I let go of it at once because I knew better than to keep Kristen waiting. I turned around and said, "What?"
"Look!!" She squealed. I did and I couldn't hold back my enthusiasm. I understood why she was so exuberant now. She was gazing at a section filled with the books of the series we both loved. Kristen had read the entire series but she didn't have her own copies. She borrowed the books from one of her friends and since then, had wanted to get her own copies to keep on her overflowing bookshelf. I on the other hand, wanted to cross it off my ginormous list of books to buy and read before I turned 18.
"We are so getting these!!!" I said.
"Duh!" Kristen said, already grabbing two of each book from the series.
"Oh my gosh! They are in perfect condition too! This is insane!"
"I know!!!" Kristen almost screamed.
A few people were turning to stare. This big balding man wore a disdainful expression on his leathery face. I tried shushing Kristen but we both ended up laughing. We both had a small stack of books now and I suggested that we try stuffing them into our bags before moving on. The thing about this sale was that everything was so ridiculously cheap that instead of using boxes or plastic bags, serious book enthusiasts brought gigantic luggage bags. Like the kind people used to go for vacation in Japan. Kristen and I each brought one in addition to the backpacks hanging our shoulders. I unzipped my luggage and felt my jaw drop. "There is no way these'll fit," I told Kristen.
"Gosh mine's full as well," she said. "Maybe our backpacks."
So we slung our backpacks around and opened them up. There was some space left. We had to shift a few things around but by the time we stood up, all the books were safely inside. "Now to get more," I said, cheerily. But I knew we couldn't go too far because we didn't have any room left.
We ventured into the Humor section. There were quite a number of interesting books there. We were looking though a book that contained the most useless facts on earth when they came up to us. Two guys about our age. One had auburn hair and the other had dark hair that was very close to black. The one with the auburn hair spoke first.
"Is it hot in here or is it just you girls?" He said with a wide grin on his face. Kristen and I looked at each other than looked back at them.
"That is the worst pickup line in the history of the world," Kristen said.
I laughed. "When she's right, she's right."
The guy with the auburn hair looked away then jabbed the dark haired one in the arm. "Thank you for that, asshole."
"Smooth," he commented, holding back laughter. "Hey. I'm Dominic. That one's Jake. So, bookworms don't blush?"
"What?" I asked.
"Jake isn't used to comebacks, just some swooning and blushing. That's what most girls give him," Dominic said.
"Okay that's not true. Look that wasn't my idea okay. He dared me to do it!" The who was evidently Jake insisted.
"I'm trying to sell you as a lady killer," Dominic whispered too loudly.
"Is that all?" Kristen asked. She could be really cold and critical if she wanted to. She had like this death stare that could make even the manliest guys run for the hills. I coughed to hide a laugh.
"Uh... Wait tell us your names." Dominic said.
"Why?" Kristen asked.
They didn't seem to know either. I stepped in. "Listen. Chip, Dale, we're not 'most girls' so I suggest you better find some other paper people to bother." They looked confused.
"Bye," Kristen said angelically.
We strode quickly away from them. When we were out of earshot, Kristen and I burst out laughing.
"Did you seriously just use our paper potato term? They won't get something like that!"
"Yes! First thing that popped into my head!" I said, laughing. "We are so awesome."
"Yeah!"
"Okay I think we're about done here. Number 1, we can't carry anymore. Number 2, we don't have a million bucks."
"Right. Okay let's go." We made our way to the long line. This was going to be a long wait. Kristen and I didn't do much while waiting in line besides take a few photos. Eventually the two counters were free. I went to the one on the left while Kristen took the one on the right. The people at the counter unpacked all our books, counted them then put them back neatly. Kristen and I simultaneously got out our purses. Then a tall guy stepped deliberately in front of me. "Hey!" I said angrily. He glanced at me and smiled. I was taken aback. He was one of the guys from the duo we met earlier. Jake. I shot a glance at Kristen and saw Dominic in front of Kristen. "What do you think you're doing?" I asked him.
He didn't answer. I watched what he was doing. He was handing the cashier money. For my books. He was paying for my books? He looked at me and said, "So this is how to make bookworms blush?" He asked.
I cleared my throat and said, "I'm gonna pay you back."
"No way," he said innocently stuffing his hands into his pockets. He helped me carry most of my books as well, ignoring when I protested. We met up with Dominic and Kristen. I didn't expect them to be this clever. Even Kristen was kind if flabbergasted now.
"So... If you want to repay us... Let's all grab a coffee. There's a café down the road," Dominic said.
"Uh... Sure?" I said, trying to see if that was what Kristen wanted as well.
“Yeah. Okay,” she said. She seemed impressed. I was too.
They took the lead, carrying most of our books again.
I shot a glance at Kristen.
She shrugged and laughed once. “This’ll make a good story one day, you know?”
"Oh my gosh!! Chloe, will you look at this?!" Kristen almost screamed.
I was standing right behind her, reading the back of a book. The tittle of the book was "Article 5". But I let go of it at once because I knew better than to keep Kristen waiting. I turned around and said, "What?"
"Look!!" She squealed. I did and I couldn't hold back my enthusiasm. I understood why she was so exuberant now. She was gazing at a section filled with the books of the series we both loved. Kristen had read the entire series but she didn't have her own copies. She borrowed the books from one of her friends and since then, had wanted to get her own copies to keep on her overflowing bookshelf. I on the other hand, wanted to cross it off my ginormous list of books to buy and read before I turned 18.
"We are so getting these!!!" I said.
"Duh!" Kristen said, already grabbing two of each book from the series.
"Oh my gosh! They are in perfect condition too! This is insane!"
"I know!!!" Kristen almost screamed.
A few people were turning to stare. This big balding man wore a disdainful expression on his leathery face. I tried shushing Kristen but we both ended up laughing. We both had a small stack of books now and I suggested that we try stuffing them into our bags before moving on. The thing about this sale was that everything was so ridiculously cheap that instead of using boxes or plastic bags, serious book enthusiasts brought gigantic luggage bags. Like the kind people used to go for vacation in Japan. Kristen and I each brought one in addition to the backpacks hanging our shoulders. I unzipped my luggage and felt my jaw drop. "There is no way these'll fit," I told Kristen.
"Gosh mine's full as well," she said. "Maybe our backpacks."
So we slung our backpacks around and opened them up. There was some space left. We had to shift a few things around but by the time we stood up, all the books were safely inside. "Now to get more," I said, cheerily. But I knew we couldn't go too far because we didn't have any room left.
We ventured into the Humor section. There were quite a number of interesting books there. We were looking though a book that contained the most useless facts on earth when they came up to us. Two guys about our age. One had auburn hair and the other had dark hair that was very close to black. The one with the auburn hair spoke first.
"Is it hot in here or is it just you girls?" He said with a wide grin on his face. Kristen and I looked at each other than looked back at them.
"That is the worst pickup line in the history of the world," Kristen said.
I laughed. "When she's right, she's right."
The guy with the auburn hair looked away then jabbed the dark haired one in the arm. "Thank you for that, asshole."
"Smooth," he commented, holding back laughter. "Hey. I'm Dominic. That one's Jake. So, bookworms don't blush?"
"What?" I asked.
"Jake isn't used to comebacks, just some swooning and blushing. That's what most girls give him," Dominic said.
"Okay that's not true. Look that wasn't my idea okay. He dared me to do it!" The who was evidently Jake insisted.
"I'm trying to sell you as a lady killer," Dominic whispered too loudly.
"Is that all?" Kristen asked. She could be really cold and critical if she wanted to. She had like this death stare that could make even the manliest guys run for the hills. I coughed to hide a laugh.
"Uh... Wait tell us your names." Dominic said.
"Why?" Kristen asked.
They didn't seem to know either. I stepped in. "Listen. Chip, Dale, we're not 'most girls' so I suggest you better find some other paper people to bother." They looked confused.
"Bye," Kristen said angelically.
We strode quickly away from them. When we were out of earshot, Kristen and I burst out laughing.
"Did you seriously just use our paper potato term? They won't get something like that!"
"Yes! First thing that popped into my head!" I said, laughing. "We are so awesome."
"Yeah!"
"Okay I think we're about done here. Number 1, we can't carry anymore. Number 2, we don't have a million bucks."
"Right. Okay let's go." We made our way to the long line. This was going to be a long wait. Kristen and I didn't do much while waiting in line besides take a few photos. Eventually the two counters were free. I went to the one on the left while Kristen took the one on the right. The people at the counter unpacked all our books, counted them then put them back neatly. Kristen and I simultaneously got out our purses. Then a tall guy stepped deliberately in front of me. "Hey!" I said angrily. He glanced at me and smiled. I was taken aback. He was one of the guys from the duo we met earlier. Jake. I shot a glance at Kristen and saw Dominic in front of Kristen. "What do you think you're doing?" I asked him.
He didn't answer. I watched what he was doing. He was handing the cashier money. For my books. He was paying for my books? He looked at me and said, "So this is how to make bookworms blush?" He asked.
I cleared my throat and said, "I'm gonna pay you back."
"No way," he said innocently stuffing his hands into his pockets. He helped me carry most of my books as well, ignoring when I protested. We met up with Dominic and Kristen. I didn't expect them to be this clever. Even Kristen was kind if flabbergasted now.
"So... If you want to repay us... Let's all grab a coffee. There's a café down the road," Dominic said.
"Uh... Sure?" I said, trying to see if that was what Kristen wanted as well.
“Yeah. Okay,” she said. She seemed impressed. I was too.
They took the lead, carrying most of our books again.
I shot a glance at Kristen.
She shrugged and laughed once. “This’ll make a good story one day, you know?”
Friday, July 25, 2014
Those 3 Words
I didn't know what to say. In that moment, what I felt couldn't be expressed in those 3 common words that we humans use to convey affection. I was at a loss for words but a part of me insisted that the silence said more than words could. So I just stared at her, watching her smile as the wind ruffled her hair, memorizing the way her face looked when it was flushed. I noticed how there was a light in her eyes that I rarely saw in other people. She wore a small smile that made me a little frustrated inside. I wondered what she was thinking. Was she remembering something funny? Planning a practical joke on her friend? I wanted to ask but I didn't want the magical silence to leave right away.
"What are you thinking about?" She asked me, turning to look at me suddenly. I looked away, feeling my face warm up. It felt like she had caught me spying on her.
"You." I answered honestly.
She grinned then turned back to the lake. "It's beautiful, isn't it?"
I wanted to say not as beautiful as her but it sounded too common and cheesy. "Yeah."
"John?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you ever think about tomorrow? Like the near future?"
"Not really." I tended to live as much in the present as possible. Thinking too much about things I had no control over made me depressed.
She was quiet for a second. Then she looked at me and inched closer. She leaned on my shoulder seeming a little hesitant. "What do you see yourself doing? Like in 5 years?"
I shrugged. "The same thing. Waiting tables."
"What about me?"
"What about you?"
"Am I a part of your future?"
She silenced me for a moment. I didn't really think about it. Because whenever I did try to picture a future with her, it would always be too perfect to be believable.
"Am I?"
"That depends on you, doesn't it?" I mumbled, turning my head so she couldn't see my face even if she looked up. She did. I felt her head leave my shoulder. I continued. "Do you want to be a part of it?"
"Of course. I love you." She put her head back on my shoulder.
"I love you too," I said, pressing my lips to her hair.
I sincerely hoped that this would be enough to shield us from whatever obstacles that the universe would put in our way.
"What are you thinking about?" She asked me, turning to look at me suddenly. I looked away, feeling my face warm up. It felt like she had caught me spying on her.
"You." I answered honestly.
She grinned then turned back to the lake. "It's beautiful, isn't it?"
I wanted to say not as beautiful as her but it sounded too common and cheesy. "Yeah."
"John?"
"Yeah?"
"Do you ever think about tomorrow? Like the near future?"
"Not really." I tended to live as much in the present as possible. Thinking too much about things I had no control over made me depressed.
She was quiet for a second. Then she looked at me and inched closer. She leaned on my shoulder seeming a little hesitant. "What do you see yourself doing? Like in 5 years?"
I shrugged. "The same thing. Waiting tables."
"What about me?"
"What about you?"
"Am I a part of your future?"
She silenced me for a moment. I didn't really think about it. Because whenever I did try to picture a future with her, it would always be too perfect to be believable.
"Am I?"
"That depends on you, doesn't it?" I mumbled, turning my head so she couldn't see my face even if she looked up. She did. I felt her head leave my shoulder. I continued. "Do you want to be a part of it?"
"Of course. I love you." She put her head back on my shoulder.
"I love you too," I said, pressing my lips to her hair.
I sincerely hoped that this would be enough to shield us from whatever obstacles that the universe would put in our way.
Sunday, July 13, 2014
Skylar
“Hi,” I said boldly.
“Hi,”
she replied.
“So…”
I began awkwardly. I was mentally scrolling through all the other scenarios of
how I had asked girls out before. But something in me knew that navigating the
waters with Skylar would be different. I was at a loss for words.
“So?”
She prompted. “Still hoping to know more about me?”
“You
want to tell me?”
“Not
really,” she said.
“So
where’re ya from?” I asked, trying to sound conversational.
She
looked at me again, her expression quizzical. “Everywhere.”
“You
move a lot?”
“Sure.”
“Where
was the last place you lived?” I asked.
“New
York,” she answered.
“Wow.
Busy city. I went there to visit my Aunt one Christmas. It’s happening even at
night.”
“Sure
is,” she agreed.
“Why
did you come here?”
She
bit her lip lightly, probably thinking what to answer. Or she could be
wondering if I was a serial killer who wanted to know her personal details. She
was hard to read. That was the difference between her and other girls. I knew
my way around the average girl. But Skylar – her expressions and her curt
replies. She was something else.
“I’m
sorry. I didn’t mean to pry. It’s just that this town is less exciting than New
York. Most people here want to go to places like that. Like New York,” I
explained. Her expression smoothened a little, understanding coloring her eyes.
“I
have a relative here. My uncle.” She said cautiously as if afraid to reveal too
much.
“So,
you liking Johanna High?”
“Is
this some sort of interrogation?” She asked suddenly.
“Uh…
no.” I glanced behind me and saw Troy and Matthew laughing. I gave them what I
liked to call a death glare then turned back to Skylar. She had her lips
pursed.
“I
was wondering if you’re free on Saturday night. There’s this party – a”
“Now
you’re asking me out, Jason Hunter?” She looked annoyed but I thought I saw a
trace of humor somewhere in those hazel eyes.
“Just
being friendly.” I muttered.
She
laughed then, unexpectedly.
“Something
funny?”
She
ignored that. “I’m going to go out on a limb here and say that there’s
something else you want to know.”
I
kept silent but felt my eyes tighten.
“You’ve
been asking me a lot of meaningless, generic questions really, really quickly
and trying to have a conversation or ask me out or whatever. But there’s
something else you’re curious about, aren’t you?”
“Fine,”
I allowed. “I’m curious. Why the first impression nonsense on the first day?” Truth
is, I had been wondering about that since she spoke it.
She
shrugged. “To introduce myself was to assuage you that I was not an outsider. I
thought it’d be cooler to prolong the mystery.”
I
thought about it for a moment. “Okay.”
“So
what did you think about me? When you first saw me.” I saw the curiosity in her
eyes.
“Beautiful.
Exceptionally so,” I said easily. “Uh… different. Hard to please. Talented.” I
said.
She
considered. “Hmm.”
“So
are you going to tell me your first impression of me?”
“I
was right. I made sure of it,” she said.
I shifted uncomfortably in my seat. I realized that her opinion mattered
to me. I wanted her to like me as a person.
“Well,
what was it?”
She
sat a little straighter, squared her shoulders. “Shallow. Jock. Ignorant. A
little haughty. Brash. Tactless. Average.” I couldn’t find one good quality in
the truckload of words she used to describe me.
I reacted
defensively. “You don’t know me.”
“Numerous
pranks last year including graffiti in the teachers’ bathroom, cheating in
tests, terrorizing other students. Only friends: football team and basketball
team. Cheerleaders as girlfriends. Sounds about right to me, Hunter.
I
felt my ears go hot. “I’m not some ignorant bastard. I have goals. Like…. Well
and, do you realize I said great things about you and you said nothing nice
about me?”
“I
thought we were being honest,” she said, her eyes wide with innocence. My fists
clenched. She was wrong. She made me sound like a jerk. Surely I wasn’t a jerk.
“Am I
wrong?” She asked.
“Not
entirely,” I admitted, feeling the sudden anger leave my system.
After
a while, she said, “For what it’s worth, you’re wrong about me.” Before I could
ask, she continued talking. “I assume this conversation isn’t what your friends
pictured you’d be getting. They look edgy.”
“Yeah
I guess I should get back to them,” I muttered, feeling deflated. I stood and
pushed the chair in. Surprisingly, she rose too. She walked right up to me.
“Something
for you.” She smirked.
Before
I could ask her what she meant, she grabbed the collar of my shirt with both
hands and kissed me. On the lips. I felt her tongue caress my lower lip and her
warm breath in my mouth. My lips moved with hers automatically. Like my lips
were created specifically so I could kiss Skylar Breanne Robinson. Her right
hand moved to the back of my head and my hand was on her forearm. The kiss was
so perfectly packed with life that what must have been 5 seconds, seemed
indefinite to me.
When
it was over, she smirked again, grabbed her untouched sandwich and left the
cafeteria. She left the perfume of her presence to confuse me further.
Wednesday, July 9, 2014
Blizzards
I walked to her house after work. I didn't know what I was
thinking actually. I didn't know where I got the nerve to walk to her house at
night, knowing that her fiancé might be the one opening the door. The thought
of that made me sick and I almost turned around. Almost. The air was cold and
uninviting. It was snowing but only very slightly. Flecks of white drifted down
from the sky but before hitting the ground, got carried someplace else by the
wind. I thought back to the time when I could find a scene like this beautiful.
A time when snowfalls made me want to be better for her. It always shocked me
how much things had changed in a few short years. Now every snowfall was like a blizzard. I caught
myself walking down memory lane again. Then I had to exit that place because
even now, my heart wasn't whole enough to bear the atrocities.
I walked right up to her door and knocked it twice. Part of
me was hoping she wasn't home so I would have to force myself to leave. I took
several steps back not trusting myself. I had just mustered the courage to
leave when I heard the door open. She stood in the frame with her lips pursed.
Her green eyes were unmistakable to my heart but the better, more rational side
of me told me that she wasn't who she used to be. People change.
I stood there, with my hands shoved into the pockets of my
jeans, not sure what to do now.
She glanced behind her for a second as if checking if anyone
was there. Maybe Brandon, her fiancé, really was at home. I thought she would
close the door and pretend she didn't see me but after a minute, she came out
and met me by the edge of the porch. I hated the way I still found her so
beautiful. I hated the way that even her unsmiling face set my heart beating
faster than normal.
"Lucas," she said. "You shouldn't be
here."
The words stung but I ignored it. "I just wanted to
wish you a happy wedding. You'll make a breathtaking bride, you know? I would
love to see you there but… I really don’t think I’ll be welcome…so…" I
trailed off, feeling stupid. This was pathetic.
"Are you okay?" She asked and I wondered what I
looked like through her eyes.
"Of course." I lied. "You know me. Anyway,
you need to promise me something, Julie. Just be happy. Promise you'll be happy with
Brandon. Just please. Promise me."
"S-sure," she stuttered.
I wanted to give her an acceptable parting gesture but
nothing came to me and the silence lengthened. Finally, I awkwardly held out my
hand for a handshake.
She stared at my outstretched hand for a moment,
deliberating. I had the feeling that she would reject it. Unexpectedly, she
took a step towards me. Then, she wrapped her arms around me, pressing her
cheek against my chest. She used to hug me this way, years ago. She had said
that hearing my heartbeat reminded her that the world was a lot less
complicated than she thought.
And I suppose she was right. The world is not complicated.
It's just unfair. Because how could this be justified? I watched her walk back
into the house before I turned to leave realizing that this would be the last
time I'd see her.
It was like watching her walk out of my life. Again.
Monday, June 23, 2014
Dylan
After an
hour, I decided I couldn't stay there anymore. I stealthily left. You would think
that a good girl like me has never even considered leaving without permission.
Well, we can't all be saints. I ducked out of the window and climbed down the
trellis quickly. The night air was nice, refreshing and peaceful. I slung my
bag over my shoulder and made it out of there without being caught. In my bag
was a few items. My cell phone, several books, money of course and pepper spray.
I wasn't sure where to go. It was pretty late. I settled for a boring old cafe.
I ordered hot chocolate and sipped it slowly while reading the book that was
apparently selling like crazy. It centered on vampires that lived among us.
Throughout the time I was there, I took notice of young man that looked at me
too often to be coincidental. Feeling uneasy, I quickly finished my drink, paid
and got the hell out of there. I headed home quickly. It wasn't very far. I
walked because I knew if I took my car, my parents would find out. I thought it
was ridiculous that I still had a curfew as if I was 17 years of age. My mother
was like that. My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of fast approaching
footsteps that came from behind me. I turned and saw the man that had his eyes
on me in that cafe.
“Hey beautiful.” He said.
“What do you want?” I asked keeping my tone
light and fearless.
“You.” He laughed. “You look lonely. I thought
I'd join you.”
“I'm fine. Thanks for your concern.” I turned
away from him and walked faster.
He grabbed my wrist.
“Let go of me.” I said evenly. With my other
hand, I reached into my bag and wrapped my fingers around the can of pepper
spray.
He smirked and came closer until our faces were
inches away. His breath blew into my face. Alcohol. Definitely. He was going to
kiss me. I felt my stomach curl into a ball as the fear registered.
Keeping my calm, I pulled out the pepper spray
and pressed on the nozzle aiming at his eyes.
He cussed and cried out in pain. “Damn it!”
I immediately shook off his hand and ran like
crazy. I didn't pay attention to where I was going, just what I was running
from. I ran for several minutes. I glanced behind me periodically to make sure
he wasn't following. Just then, I bumped, or more like crashed into somebody.
“I am so sorry.” I said quickly and started running again.
“Wait!” The person I knocked down called.
I didn't wait. I just kept running.
He caught up with me easily. He ran next to me.
“Who are we running from?” He asked.
“What? What do you think you're doing?” I asked
shocked.
“Why are you running?” He asked me back.
“Why are you running with me?”
“Who's chasing you?” He asked stubbornly
refusing to answer any of my questions.
I groaned and stopped running when I thought we
were in the clear. I didn't know where we were now. All I knew was that we were
behind some building near the main road. I panted trying to catch my breath. He
did the same.
“Well?” He asked after a while.
I looked up to study him. He had brown hair
that was a mess due to all the running. Somehow, it still looked good. He was
dressed in a dark blue long-sleeved shirt with the sleeves pushed up slightly
and jeans that were designed to look torn and faded. What prevented me from
responding was his eyes. They were blue I realized. They looked warm and kind.
“Hello? Anybody in there?” He asked.
I flushed and said, “Some guy was chasing me.”
“Some guy?”
“He was harassing me. I murdered his eyes with
pepper spray.” I said showing off the can of pepper spray.
“Tough.” He commented smiling. Then, he was
serious. “Are you alright?”
I nodded. “Yeah, I think so.”
“Cause if you aren't, I'd be happy to go back
to that guy and punch his teeth out.”
“Why?” I asked confused. “You don't know me.”
“I despise guys who treat women like that.” He
shrugged and leaned against the cinder wall of the building we were behind.
“Ah... I see.”
“What's your name?”
“Lilliane.”
“Pretty name.”
“Thanks.” I smiled.
“You should go home.” He told me. “Around here,
if you're this beautiful,” He said gesturing to me making me blush, “you
shouldn't be around here. It's not really safe, you know?” He smiled. “Oh I
almost forgot.” He said reaching into his pocket and pulling out a small silver
object. He handed it to me. “It fell out of your bag when we bumped into each
other.” He smiled again.
“Thanks so much. Actually, I bumped into you.”
I reminded him.
“Right. You were trying to run backwards. My
advice: Get eyes on the back of your head.” He smirked.
I scowled. Then I asked, “Did I hurt you? I
think you cushioned my fall.” My face and tone was sheepish.
He looked at his elbows that were slightly
grazed. “Not much. I'll live.” He said.
“Sorry. I really didn't mean to.”
“It's alright. Go on home now. Need me to call
a cab for you? You don't seem very capable.” He teased.
“I'll walk. My house isn't far.”
“Are you kidding? After that experience you
still want to walk?”
“I'm not supposed to be out.” I said biting my
lip. “If I call a cab and all, the headlights, the sound of the car, I don't
know. I'm afraid my parents will wake up.”
“Alrighty then. I'll walk you. If I leave you
alone now, and you get bothered by some guy again, it'll be partially my
fault.”
“That's a strange excuse.” I commented. “What
the hell?” I said shrugging.
“So what're you doing out this late?” He asked
as we started walking.
“Clearing my head.”
He snorted. “Bet it didn't work.”
“Nope.” I admitted.
“Want to tell me what's going on?”
“I don't think so.” I said warily giving him a
wry smile.
“Right. Sorry. I guess it's too much to tell to
someone you barely met.” He replied understandingly.
“So, you never told me your name.” I said when
we were a block away from my house.
“Dylan.” He smiled. I realized that he had a
very nice smile. It was the kind of smile that could brighten anybody's day no
matter how crappy the day was.
“Well, thank you for your help tonight, Dylan.”
“It was my genuine pleasure.” He mimicked my
formal tone. His eyes danced playfully.
“Alright. I should... get inside.” I said
regretfully. Why did I sound so rueful?
“Okay. I'll be seeing ya, Lil.” He smiled at me
one last time then he was gone.
Sunday, June 15, 2014
I Hope You'll See My Love
Note : I did NOT write this. But I love this. Hope you guys will too.
I have so many things to say,
But I cannot find my voice
Because you take my breath away.
I hope my eyes will speak for you to notice
As I wait in silence for you to notice.
That a craving soul has something to impart.
I am in turmoil awaiting your glance,
Yet again trying to appear normal.
While my heart flutters its loving dance.
Each day I endure as it passes
And maybe then you will see me
Until then I'll try to keep my feelings at bay.
I desperately want to place you
Between the pages of my book
And keep you forever, I really do.
I have so many things to say,
But I cannot find my voice
Because you take my breath away.
I hope my eyes will speak for you to notice
As I wait in silence for you to notice.
That a craving soul has something to impart.
I am in turmoil awaiting your glance,
Yet again trying to appear normal.
While my heart flutters its loving dance.
Each day I endure as it passes
And maybe then you will see me
Until then I'll try to keep my feelings at bay.
I desperately want to place you
Between the pages of my book
And keep you forever, I really do.
Wednesday, June 4, 2014
The TMI Tag =)
1. What are you wearing?
A shirt that says "Dear Santa, I want it all" and shorts.
2. Ever been in love?
Yes with people, places and things. For example, pizza and TV.
3. Ever had a terrible break up?
Sure. About to experience another one soon. My laptop has been diagnosed with I Keep Crashing Syndrome. It's fatal.
4. How tall are you?
5" 1 (FOR NOW)
5. How much do you weigh?
43 kg
6. Any tattoos?
I would be slaughtered if I had one.
7. Any piercings?
Ears? I have cute owl earrings just FYI.
8. OTP?
Fictional charcters count? Hazel Grace and Augustus from The Fault in Our Stars.
9. Favorite show?
Once Upon a Time, Switched at Birth, Criminal Minds. I like TV so there's a lot.
10. Favorite bands?
Big Time Rush! One Direction, Coldplay, One Republic.
11. Something you miss?
The United States of America!
12. Favorite song?
Way too many but I'll give you a few. All Too Well by Taylor Swift. Fireflies by Owl City, Sailboats by Sky Sailing. Invisible by Big Time Rush. Champagne by Cassadee Pope.
13. How old are you?
Sixteen.
14. Zodiac sign?
Sagittarius.
15. Quality you look for in a partner?
Honest? Understanding, kind, loving. Yeah basically.
16. Favorite quote?
"The only way out of the labyrinth of sufering is to forgive." by John Green
17. Favorite actor?
Way too many but I'll give you a few again. Channing Tatum. James Franco. Jonathan Rhys Meyers. Taylor Lautner.
18. Favorite color?
Navy Blue.
19. Loud music or soft?
Both. But at different times.
20. Where do you go when you're sad?
Bookstores or libraries.
21. How long does it take for you to shower?
15 minutes?
22. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
10 years. LOL
23. Ever been in a physical fight?
Sure. Everyday with Alycia, the calligrapher. :P
24. Turn on?
your brain.
25. Turn off?
the sun.
26. The reason I joined blogger?
To express myself.
27. Fears?
People.
28. Last thing that made you cry?
My laptop.
29. Last time you said you loved someone?
5 seconds ago to my laptop when I was begging it to stay alive.
30. Meaning behind your blogger name?
Skywriting. It represents my goal in writing. I want to create something meaningful that everyone can see.
31. Last book you read?
The First Phone Call From Heaven by Mitch Albom
32. The book you are currently reading?
My history textbook.....
33. Last show you watched?
Glee
34. Last person you talked to?
Kristen.
35. The relationship between you and the last person you texted?
Clement who is kind of like my son.
36. Favorite food?
Don't make me choose! Oreos, pizza, bacon, etc
37. Place you want to visit?
Owatonna, Minnesota!!!
38. Last place you were?
Living room in front of the TV.
39. Do you have a crush?
NO.
40. Last time you kissed someone?
Earlier today. My killer whale plushy. Haha.
41. Last time you were insulted?
An hour ago. Clement made fun of my height.
42. Favorite flavor of sweet?
Cola
43. What instruments do you play?
Piano. (you didn't ask if I play correctly or well)
44. Favorite piece of jewelry?
My charm bracelet.
45. Last sport you played?
Tennis. Sometime last week after school.
46. Last song you sang?
Arms by Christina Perri.
47. Favorite chat up line?
HEY. HEY. HEY. HEY. HEY. HEY.
48. Have you ever used it?
The chat up line? Sure all the time.
49. Last time you hung out with someone?
Last Thursday. With Alycia and Clement.
50. Who should answer these questions next?
Clement aka MadCat.
A shirt that says "Dear Santa, I want it all" and shorts.
2. Ever been in love?
Yes with people, places and things. For example, pizza and TV.
3. Ever had a terrible break up?
Sure. About to experience another one soon. My laptop has been diagnosed with I Keep Crashing Syndrome. It's fatal.
4. How tall are you?
5" 1 (FOR NOW)
5. How much do you weigh?
43 kg
6. Any tattoos?
I would be slaughtered if I had one.
7. Any piercings?
Ears? I have cute owl earrings just FYI.
8. OTP?
Fictional charcters count? Hazel Grace and Augustus from The Fault in Our Stars.
9. Favorite show?
Once Upon a Time, Switched at Birth, Criminal Minds. I like TV so there's a lot.
10. Favorite bands?
Big Time Rush! One Direction, Coldplay, One Republic.
11. Something you miss?
The United States of America!
12. Favorite song?
Way too many but I'll give you a few. All Too Well by Taylor Swift. Fireflies by Owl City, Sailboats by Sky Sailing. Invisible by Big Time Rush. Champagne by Cassadee Pope.
13. How old are you?
Sixteen.
14. Zodiac sign?
Sagittarius.
15. Quality you look for in a partner?
Honest? Understanding, kind, loving. Yeah basically.
16. Favorite quote?
"The only way out of the labyrinth of sufering is to forgive." by John Green
17. Favorite actor?
Way too many but I'll give you a few again. Channing Tatum. James Franco. Jonathan Rhys Meyers. Taylor Lautner.
18. Favorite color?
Navy Blue.
19. Loud music or soft?
Both. But at different times.
20. Where do you go when you're sad?
Bookstores or libraries.
21. How long does it take for you to shower?
15 minutes?
22. How long does it take you to get ready in the morning?
10 years. LOL
23. Ever been in a physical fight?
Sure. Everyday with Alycia, the calligrapher. :P
24. Turn on?
your brain.
25. Turn off?
the sun.
26. The reason I joined blogger?
To express myself.
27. Fears?
People.
28. Last thing that made you cry?
My laptop.
29. Last time you said you loved someone?
5 seconds ago to my laptop when I was begging it to stay alive.
30. Meaning behind your blogger name?
Skywriting. It represents my goal in writing. I want to create something meaningful that everyone can see.
31. Last book you read?
The First Phone Call From Heaven by Mitch Albom
32. The book you are currently reading?
My history textbook.....
33. Last show you watched?
Glee
34. Last person you talked to?
Kristen.
35. The relationship between you and the last person you texted?
Clement who is kind of like my son.
36. Favorite food?
Don't make me choose! Oreos, pizza, bacon, etc
37. Place you want to visit?
Owatonna, Minnesota!!!
38. Last place you were?
Living room in front of the TV.
39. Do you have a crush?
NO.
40. Last time you kissed someone?
Earlier today. My killer whale plushy. Haha.
41. Last time you were insulted?
An hour ago. Clement made fun of my height.
42. Favorite flavor of sweet?
Cola
43. What instruments do you play?
Piano. (you didn't ask if I play correctly or well)
44. Favorite piece of jewelry?
My charm bracelet.
45. Last sport you played?
Tennis. Sometime last week after school.
46. Last song you sang?
Arms by Christina Perri.
47. Favorite chat up line?
HEY. HEY. HEY. HEY. HEY. HEY.
48. Have you ever used it?
The chat up line? Sure all the time.
49. Last time you hung out with someone?
Last Thursday. With Alycia and Clement.
50. Who should answer these questions next?
Clement aka MadCat.
Sunday, June 1, 2014
Once Upon a Time
I paced around the vast place, appreciating the fact that we had a decent library in town. There were some new books that I wanted to borrow but I wasn't sure where they were. I could ask the librarian but I found that boring. There was something about looking for the book yourself that intrigued me, increased my interest. There was the new mystery book that everyone in the book club at school were talking about. That seemed good. I decided to look for that.
"Gotcha." I thought to myself as I reached for it. "That's funny." I muttered. It seemed stuck. It was budging but I couldn't remove it from the shelf. I flushed when I realized the cause. I pulled my hand back immediately, letting the person on the other side get the book then, peaked through the opening to apologize. The apology lodged in my throat as I saw who stood there. Grayson or whatever his name was, the new student at my school.
"I'm sorry." He said before I got the words out. "You can have it."
"No, no." I said quickly. "It's fine. You take it. I don't need it right away."
"Are you sure?" He asked, sounding uncertain.
"Positive."
He smiled. "Thanks." He walked around the structure supporting the books and stood a few feet from me. He was even more beautiful up close. He wore a black V-neck that showed more of him than was absolutely needed. But, he didn't seem visibly thrilled about that fact. Flames, the jock at my high school would puff out his chest whenever conversing. Grayson was taller than I had estimated. Probably 6"2', I decided. My 5"5' was unsatisfactory. His brown eyes were indescribably gentle. I struggled to maintain an acceptable level of composure. I racked my brain for common, predictable questions to ask a stranger.
"Haven't I seen you around Jackson High?"
"Yeah. I just enrolled a couple weeks ago. I just moved here actually. Name's Grayson Brents."
"Savannah. Mills." I replied.
"Pleasure to make your acquaintance. And if I may be so blunt, you're very beautiful."
My cheeks and ears grew hot. I looked everywhere but at him.
"I think we're in French together." He said, turning around to face the desk he was sitting at a while ago. He pulled out his class schedule that he had wedged in between two books. "Yup. French and Algebra."
"Oh, that's cool. I hate Algebra though. Still a little behind on that one." I was under-exaggerating. By little, I meant getting Ds.
He smiled. "That's easy. French is the real monster out of those two."
"parlez-vous français?"
"Um... You too." He muttered.
I bit my lip and looked away, trying to keep from laughing. "You do suck."
"Okay. That's not fair."
I suppressed a smile.
"How about this: I tutor you in Algebra and you help me with French."
"What? Like exchanging archery lessons with trident lessons?"
He looked confused.
"Catching Fire?"
Still nothing.
"The Hunger Games!" I almost screamed. Somebody shushed me.
He grinned. "Right."
"You've never read the books?"
"Never seen the movies either, really."
"Interesting." I muttered, studying him openly now. I looked him up and down like how a carver might eye a block of material before creating a pattern or sculpture.
He raised an eyebrow. "So was that a yes or a no?"
"Sure." I agreed too quickly. My cheeks colored.
After a few moments of silence, he spoke again. "So, you're sure you don't need this?" He held up the book.
"No. I don't need it."
"I was thinking... I should at least make up for taking it then. Can I buy you a drink? There's a coffee place a few blocks from here, I think."
I thought about it.
He misread my wary expression. "I'm not going to stuff you in my trunk and dismember you in my barn if that's what you're worried about." He smiled.
I laughed aloud and someone shushed me yet again. "Oh no. I'm sure you don't have a barn."
"That's the piece of information that stuck?"
I shrugged. "That was the only part that I was sure about."
He smiled wider now. "So how about it, Savannah?" I liked how he said my name. His husky tone made it more beautiful somehow.
I glanced at my watch. It was 2 in the afternoon. I wasn't due home until 5. I thought about all the romance novels I had read before. Then I looked back to Grayson. His eyes seemed to play with my train of thought. Do fairytale stories ever begin in libraries? Only one way to find out, I thought.
"Meet you at the entrance in 5 minutes." I told him.
Sunday, May 25, 2014
Snow Globe People
"Wow." Christina whispered, staring at the snow covered scene. "It looks so much like the inside of a snow globe." I realized it was true. However, instead of recognizable buildings or statues though, it was a dock and a frozen lake.
"I know." I said, intertwining my fingers through hers and towing her towards the dock.
We had a great time. First, we had a snowball fight of sorts. Then we tried to build a snowman. And failed. All we could come up with were these lopsided chunks. Then when we stacked them on top of each other, it started to look like melting scoops of ice cream.
It was about lunch time when I opened the giant bag she brought. There was a quilt, a picnic basket, a tiny first-aid kit and a bunch of other stuff that I would grow old before naming. I chuckled and pulled out the picnic basket, trying not to disturb the arrangement of the other items. I peered in the basket and really laughed. There was huge flask containing soup I guess, another flask probably containing a drink, sandwiches, chocolate covered strawberries, marshmallows and sausages. "Are you headed to Africa after this?"
She looked confused.
"You have enough food to save all those starving kids."
Now, she laughed. "You left me in charge of provisions."
We ate some sandwiches. Then we drank he soup because we thought it probably wouldn't last long in the cold. We also sipped a cup of hot chocolate each. Then we left the rest for later.
In the afternoon, we curled up on the dock. I pulled off my scarf and put it around her. She looked so beautiful even though she was bundled up in layers. I kissed her temple then she shifted so her head was on my shoulder. After awhile, I heard the change in the breathing. She had fallen asleep. I moved her head carefully so it rested on my lap. I didn't want her neck to be strained later. I stroked her hair gently and stared at the frozen lake and the trees adorned with white specks from yesterday's snowfall.
I thought about what she had said about the snow globe earlier. I thought about how sometimes in snow globes, there are tiny perfect people there who are watching it snow or skiing or something. I found myself wondering if we could be like those snow globe people... if we could be always be happy with watching it snow or building retarded snowmen. I looked at her and thought maybe we could. I compared myself now to who I was a few months ago. The differences were staggering. I had been a bitter pessimist and now, I was hoping for a bright future like an optimist did. I was so grateful for her presence, for her warmth and for the light she brought into my life. And though I had never been much of a believer before, I found myself praying that she would always stay with me.
"I know." I said, intertwining my fingers through hers and towing her towards the dock.
We had a great time. First, we had a snowball fight of sorts. Then we tried to build a snowman. And failed. All we could come up with were these lopsided chunks. Then when we stacked them on top of each other, it started to look like melting scoops of ice cream.
It was about lunch time when I opened the giant bag she brought. There was a quilt, a picnic basket, a tiny first-aid kit and a bunch of other stuff that I would grow old before naming. I chuckled and pulled out the picnic basket, trying not to disturb the arrangement of the other items. I peered in the basket and really laughed. There was huge flask containing soup I guess, another flask probably containing a drink, sandwiches, chocolate covered strawberries, marshmallows and sausages. "Are you headed to Africa after this?"
She looked confused.
"You have enough food to save all those starving kids."
Now, she laughed. "You left me in charge of provisions."
We ate some sandwiches. Then we drank he soup because we thought it probably wouldn't last long in the cold. We also sipped a cup of hot chocolate each. Then we left the rest for later.
In the afternoon, we curled up on the dock. I pulled off my scarf and put it around her. She looked so beautiful even though she was bundled up in layers. I kissed her temple then she shifted so her head was on my shoulder. After awhile, I heard the change in the breathing. She had fallen asleep. I moved her head carefully so it rested on my lap. I didn't want her neck to be strained later. I stroked her hair gently and stared at the frozen lake and the trees adorned with white specks from yesterday's snowfall.
I thought about what she had said about the snow globe earlier. I thought about how sometimes in snow globes, there are tiny perfect people there who are watching it snow or skiing or something. I found myself wondering if we could be like those snow globe people... if we could be always be happy with watching it snow or building retarded snowmen. I looked at her and thought maybe we could. I compared myself now to who I was a few months ago. The differences were staggering. I had been a bitter pessimist and now, I was hoping for a bright future like an optimist did. I was so grateful for her presence, for her warmth and for the light she brought into my life. And though I had never been much of a believer before, I found myself praying that she would always stay with me.
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